i love reading novels about love.
listening to the radio.
watching in the movie.
i always believe that love do really exist.. for others.
i just love to witness it for others, want to feel their happiness, and want to suffer their own hurts. but that just all.. i just want to feel what they are feeling when they are in love.
im not a particular little girl who believe and wishes of her own fairytale.
yes, i do believe one and hoping for one .. but for others.
what i wish is to play as a fairy god mother and not ofcinderella, but never been her wicked step mother.
to play as a cupid, not the heroine.
i love to see a happy beginning for two willful lovers, not an ending.
because i do believe that true love never had its ending.
it is all for others,
never to be mine.
why?
it is not because i am not capable to be in love..
no.anyway, I've always been in love to the idea of love itself.
But just because..i'm not capable of being loved by someone.
for i myself do not deserve to be loved.
except for the love of God,
no man,
nobody , and no one will ever do.
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